Mer passande låt får man fan hitta.
HAHA



I got in a fight over some stupid insecurities.
Stepped out of the light.
When did we lose our old identity?

Now my white flags are waving around
'Cause you don't need your best friends bringing you down.
Something in the air with the smoke and the fire
Got in my eyes, our eyes singing,

Stand up, stand up
Can I be strong enough?
I'm trying hard to be myself again
To be myself again.

I've been tripping over all the rules
Living my live somebody else's way.
I've been sinking on this ship of fools,
Following orders that I can't obey.

Now my white flags are waving around
'Cause the choices I've made ran me into the ground.
Someone's at the crash site digging me out.
I hope it's you, I hear you singing to me

Stand up, stand up
Can I be strong enough?
I'm trying hard to be myself again
Stand up, stand up
Brothers be strong enough.
We're trying hard to be ourselves again
To be ourselves again.

When plans go wrong they won't set the sun.
When plans go wrong they won't ruin the day.

Stand up, stand up
I gotta be strong enough.
I'm trying hard to be myself again.
So stand up, stand up.
Brothers be strong enough.
We're trying hard to be ourselves again again.

Stand up, stand up (Stand up, stand up)
Stand up, stand up, stand up!
Stand up, stand up (Stand up, stand up)
Stand up, stand up

Igår fick jag en ordentlig nostalgitripp när jag satt och läste igenom mina gamla standalones. En av dessa var inspirerade från en låt som jag var tvungen att leta fram.

I give you Michael Bublé och hans underbara låt Everything




You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

Idag är jag bortdomnad på något sätt, men det kan bero på att jag igår satt klockan två och grät i telefonen när jag pratade med Olle. Han fick mig att må lite bättre i alla fall, och hjälpte mig komma på vad jag ska göra hädanefter.
Men idag är jag samtidigt arg igen, och den ilskan behövs för att inte börja gråta igen.

Så för att tämja (eller frammana, jag är inte riktigt säker än) denna känsla så sitter jag halv åtta denna torsdagsmorgon och lyssnar på Kyrielle, och detta tänkte jag dela med mig av till er.

Så jag ger er mina två favoritlåtar. Infected lies och Sleepwalker, båda med text så ni kan se poesin bakom den hårda musiken.



Infected lies
(Lyrics är incomplete eftersom jag inte har hittat dem någonstans på nätet utan skrivit upp dem själv)

Vermillion hours remake my shape
Again, again
Soft touches drench my heart of clay

I look at you, you look at me, enticing
Disemble my parts, now I feel
So complete

I give you the pain
My body is numb
Seeing you through the ?
Your mask is gone

Now you're lying here
In moonlight next to me
Your face still as a wind,
Your white skin takes my breath
Away

And now you're lying here
With red stains on your dress
I can't remember a thing
Only your cruel eyes and infected lies

*Incoherent whisper*

I DON'T NEED YOU
FALLING DEEPER INTO THIS ? WITH THESE LIES

Now you're lying here
In moonlight next to me
Your face still as a wind,
Your white skin takes my breath
Away

And now you're lying here
With red stains on your dress
I can't remember a thing
Only your cruel eyes and infected lies



Sleepwalker

In my horrid dreams, you called out for me
a pathetic being you've become to be
In my horrid dreams, you looked up to me
your pretty eyes don't mean shit to me...
In my horrid dreams, you scream frantically
Your disgusting words cannot reach me here
In my horrid dreams the halls closing in
Woulnd't i love to be a SLEEP WALKER

In my horrid dreams, I just close my eyes
I don't want to see what I so despise
In my horrid dreams, it's all in disguise
what i feel is only putrid lies
In my horrid dreams, you'll see my demise
Hopelessly, I cannot try to hide
In my horrid dreams a past isnt there
Only a darkend future

I don't care for this life
I just want to make it real
I don't want this dream to end

It's that time again, around 3 a.m
My sight is gone and I can't escape
Sleep only leads to another day
and all the pain it brings will slowly drive me insane

I refuse to live in a state of mind that kills
Don't you try to hand me any fucking pills, no
I just want to live for real, on my own so just FUCK OFF

I have such ugly flaws deep inside
scars that won't heal with time...
Memories of you and I, in faded light
I have forgotten what I'm doing here
it's been so very long since I've lived
Can't I just fall asleep, and dream...

It's that time again, around 3 a.m
my sight is gone and I can't escape
Sleep only leads to another day
and all the hate it brings will slowly drive me insane

Det var meningen att jag skulle lägga ut en asskön Basko Sthlm-låt till er eftersom jag lyssnade på den när jag gick hem från bussen och tänkte att; "Hey, fett skön låt!" men jag hittade inte den på youtube.
Om ni vill lyssna så finns dem på Spotify.

Sök på Basko Sthlm, och sen är det låten som heter Cajón.


Istället kan ni få denna låt, som är minst lika bra, men inte alls lika somrig och glad!

I give you; Dirty pretty things - Plastic hearts

Adeles musik gör mig harmonisk.
Jag är inte ens arg längre!

Ska se om effekten avtar när jag slutar lyssna på henne.

 

Jag sitter och lyssnar på Miley Cyrus!
Varför?
Jo för att jag inte orkar leta efter musik i mitt iTunesbibliotek som jag faktiskt gillar, och Miley kommer efter Mika.


Lättja är min värsta fiende och min bästa vän.
Frågan är varför jag ens har hennes album på min dator...

Så här ser denna stjärna ut idag, och med ett helt annat sound.



Yes, videon är från allas vår Lady Gaga, before she went gaga och fortfarande hette Stefanie Germonatta. Talang eller vad?
Diggar hennes stil under den perioden, lite mer chill!

Har ni någon aning om hur förbannat ledsen jag är över att jag inte jobbar idag, eller att jag köpte biljetter!
Idag spelar Mika på Annexet och jag kommer inte att vara där för att se detta!


Jag gråter inombords och tänkte sörja genom att slänga upp hans musik på bloggen!
Jag har dessutom kommit på att Åhlén är lik honom! I alla fall i de senaste videosarna...vilken tur jag har! Nu ska Åhlén lära sig sjunga också, sen är mitt liv komplett!

Jag tycker att låten var skum och dålig, men jag måste säga att videon är grymt awesome! Bortsett från att bruden står och rullar på höfterna, juckar osv...men resten...typ bakgrunden

Tänkte skriva någonting fett oseriöst, men sen såg jag den här filmen och började nästan grina istället.

 

 

Älskar när man har nostalgitrippar med musik

Fan vad jag älskade den här låten! With me med sum 41, eller jag älskar den fortfarande men när den var nysläppt kunde jag lyssna hur mycket som helst..

Jag sitter och väntar på att skolan ska börja, onsdagar är så himla härliga, vi börjar klockan tolv, har svenska och idrott sen slutar vi! Lovely!

Jag har nu bokat min biljett till Jamie T den 26:e Februari, och ooooh vad jag är taggad!
Fast jag blev pank på köpet.
DET VAR VÄRT DET!

Bara en månad kvar <3

Alla har vi våra nyårslåtar. De låtar som spelats så ofta som möjligt under årets gång och ibland inte ens det. Ibland är det bara en låt som råkar hamna på repeat om och om igen under festens gång som koras till årets nyårslåt.
Personligen är jag nyfiken på vad 2010 har att ge mig.

2008
Maskinen - Alla som inte dansar

2010
?

 

Warm yourself by the fire son
And the morning will come soon
I'll tell you stories of a better time
And a place that we once knew

Before we packed our bags and left all this
Behind us in the dust
We had a place that we could call home
And a life no one could touch

Don't hold me up now,
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You wont let me down down down

Don't hold me up now,
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You won't let me down down down down

We are the angry and the desperate
The hungry and the cold
We are the ones who kept quiet
And always did what we were told

But we've been sweating while you slept so calm
In the safety of your home
We've been pulling up the nails
That hold up everything you've known

Don't hold me up now,
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You won't let me down down down

Don't hold me up now,
I can stand my ground
I don't need your help now
You won't let me down down down

So open your eyes child, let's be on our way
Broken windows and ashes are guarding the way
Keep quiet no longer we'll sing through the day
Of the lives that we've lost, and the life we've reclaimed

Don't hold me up now,
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You won't let me down down down

Don't hold me up now,
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You won't let me down down down

Don't hold me up
(Don't need your help, I'll stand my ground)
Don't hold me up
(Dont need your help, I'll stand my ground)
Don't hold me up
(Don't need your help, I'll stand my ground)
Don't hold me up
(Don't need your help, I'll stand my ground)
Don't hold me down, down, down, down, down

Den här låten passar i alla lägen, även när man är skitförbannad och irriterad.

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Such a lonely boy
Couldn't find the joy within
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world we're living in
I watch it all go by
I can't find a tear to cry
A tear to cry

It's so obvious how they need each other
Wanting
Bleeding
Hurting but they keep it covered until it's one big lie
They can't stay alone 'cause they fear goodbye's
Well they fear goodbye's
They fear goodbye's

He don't say much when there ain't much to say
She waits for his reponse
She waits all day
The world keeps spinning in a silent scream
And I keep waking in these dying dreams

I asked her for the time
She said timing is off but I got this pain inside she said that's all you got
I've got this feeling that life is passing me by
I'm a couple years late but I
I'm here tonight
I'm here tonight

He don't say much when there ain't much to say
She waits for his reponse
She waits all day
The world keeps spinning in a silent scream
And I keep waking in these dying dreams

Such a lonely boy
Such a lonely girl
It's such a lonely world

Don't be afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.

Snacka om att jag vaknade på heeelt fel sida idag, vaknar åtta av att pappa frågar om jag ska till skolan, jag mumlar "ja" och då berättar han att klockan är åtta och jag inser att jag börjar kvart över med förhör i textkommunikationen så jag rusar upp och som tur är får jag skjuts av pappa. Det har varit en helt ok dag, förhöret gick bra, julshowen var rolig, jag fick vg på religionen men ändå har jag varit på skitdåligt humör. Fråga mig inte varför. Tror att jag ska testa att gå och lägga mig och försöka vakna på rätt sida imorn istället!

Jag håller på att spela sönder en låt av Franz ferdinand just nu! The fallen heter den!

 

Empty spaces - what are we living for?
Abandoned places - I guess we know the score..
On and on!
Does anybody know what we are looking for?

Another hero - another mindless crime.
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime.
Hold the line!
Does anybody want to take it anymore?

The Show must go on!
The Show must go on! Yeah!
Inside my heart is breaking,
My make-up may be flaking,
But my smile, still, stays on!

Whatever happens, I'll leave it all to chance.
Another heartache - another failed romance.
On and on...
Does anybody know what we are living for?
I guess i'm learning
I must be warmer now..
I'll soon be turning, round the corner now.
Outside the dawn is breaking,
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free!

The Show must go on!
The Show must go on! Yeah,yeah!
Ooh! Inside my heart is breaking!
My make-up may be flaking...
But my smile, still, stays on!
Yeah! oh oh oh

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies,
Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow but never die,
I can fly, my friends!

The Show must go on! Yeah!
The Show must go on!
I'll face it with a grin!
I'm never giving in!
On with the show!

I'll top the bill!
I'll overkill!
I have to find the will to carry on!
On with the,
On with the show!

The Show must go on.